Read about robin's story just now. And yes, I agreed with what he said there. "Beautiful things should have an equally beautiful ending". I couldn't say that I know his story ended very beautifully but from his words I really can feel what he had gone through and it was really beautiful ending =)

I still mean what I had promised. I will always be there, even one day we might become acquaintance, I will still... be there~ always.. b your angel.. looking over you ^^

I wanted things to end nicely too. but well I'm not as lucky as those who can end so it beautifully..

Robin said:
"it was tough but could be done letting go"
"like u know the moment, holding hands for the last time and u know when u let go
that's the last time ever."

I totally understand what he means and feels when he said that.. because... I tried this morning~

I clung on him, hugged him so tightly that never wanna let go.. and when he kissed me.. I don't know he really miss me and do it or he just do it without putting any feeling in it but I just want to cherish it. I never closed my eyes at all. It may sound or look weird, but I really don't want to miss the chance to look at him so closely.. one last time.. =(

I put in all my feelings in the hug, and the kisses~ really I do.. I don't know whether he can feel it, but I could totally feel my heart bleeding at the moment..

Ever since the 1st hug, the feeling of hugging you already engraved on my heart.. a feeling that I will never forget..

There was once I was listening to the song "My Heart Will Go On"......
"Every night, in my dreams,
I see you, I feel you................"

I really see you in my dreams.. A sweet one.. =) but still... it's just a dream.. =\