Today is the 1st day of school for my 2nd Year~ Well.. I am still very very happy to see my girls, and all my friends again in school =D few weeks or months later we may feel stress about school work again but I really enjoy every moment with you all!!

Quote from my robinHood again~ "For every guy who has loved and left you, there are at least 9 other people around you who love you and won't ever leave you!"

Well.. this is so so true~ Today got handmade cookies from Ashuri~ She even got me one BIG DORAEMON LOLLIPOP ^^ Inside hiding many many little lollipops.. hehe!!Then, Cassy oso got me one small doraemon bear >.< I hang it on my fone alr!! heheOh Dajie(Claudia) also got everyone of us some souvenir from hongkong =D ty dajie~ I love you girls really!!

Yeap, as expected.. I see him in school today =D I am happy to see him but forcing myself not to talk to him.. the feeling ish so near yet so far~ =( I don't know all these gonna drag how long for me to really let go.. or even for us to b back as happy as last time.. I just hope to stand one side looking over you now.. You are still be protected by me ^^ I will stay strong.. in order to do it......

We used to be very happy person... My world changes ever since 25 july... and yours changes since you just got to know me.. I don't know is it me who bring the misery to your life or what.. But I know whenever I am around you are not happy.. you are not smiling anymore..

If quitting from your life will make you feel better... then yeap i will.. To be an acquaintance at least I get to see you in school, get to know what is happening around you... for now.. these are all what I want.. to see your smile =)

Went visit mOi grandparents in the morning with mama >.< Yawns so tired~

Had my brunch over there~ mOi auntie cooked porridge for me ^^~ Aww it is very heartache to see ah gong slimmed down and aged so much! =( Please take care~

After that went shopping with mama =P bought shirt and pants for papa~ then 2 pair of shoes for me.. and oh ya! I made a new pair of spectacles.. T.T I gonna broke again~ why every time I tot I can save what I have earned then my stuff sure spoilt!! =.=

tired day... later gonna pack my cupboard and bag for school tomorrow!! BOO!!

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Read about robin's story just now. And yes, I agreed with what he said there. "Beautiful things should have an equally beautiful ending". I couldn't say that I know his story ended very beautifully but from his words I really can feel what he had gone through and it was really beautiful ending =)

I still mean what I had promised. I will always be there, even one day we might become acquaintance, I will still... be there~ always.. b your angel.. looking over you ^^

I wanted things to end nicely too. but well I'm not as lucky as those who can end so it beautifully..

Robin said:
"it was tough but could be done letting go"
"like u know the moment, holding hands for the last time and u know when u let go
that's the last time ever."

I totally understand what he means and feels when he said that.. because... I tried this morning~

I clung on him, hugged him so tightly that never wanna let go.. and when he kissed me.. I don't know he really miss me and do it or he just do it without putting any feeling in it but I just want to cherish it. I never closed my eyes at all. It may sound or look weird, but I really don't want to miss the chance to look at him so closely.. one last time.. =(

I put in all my feelings in the hug, and the kisses~ really I do.. I don't know whether he can feel it, but I could totally feel my heart bleeding at the moment..

Ever since the 1st hug, the feeling of hugging you already engraved on my heart.. a feeling that I will never forget..

There was once I was listening to the song "My Heart Will Go On"......
"Every night, in my dreams,
I see you, I feel you................"

I really see you in my dreams.. A sweet one.. =) but still... it's just a dream.. =\

Went to watch "The Hangover" with robin yesterday, not bad leh the show hehe! I enjoyed the show =D ty for the treat~

Went RiverValley Pri for work~ and Daming took one photo of me. He said this is to let others know my working environment~ lols~ Should have taken the photo with the kids there.. They are important roles for my work~! hehe~

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Today supposed to work. Supposed to reach Daming's (one of the photographers) house carpark at 6.40am! but I overslept! lols! he called me at 6.47am and I was still on my bed lols~ I rushed out and met him... He drove quite fast to rush to the school too~ >.< So sorry lols!

Today robinhood never get to be with us >.< We actually planned to bring breakfast for everyone. He wanted to make Egg Mayo Sandwiches and I tot of bringing honeystars(there's reason behind it lols) but well since we not same group today so everything cancelled.

When I reached the school, Temasek Pri, which I should work there today, one of the staffs there told me that................. "I thought we are only going to have photo taking on 24th Aug?" Then I was like.. "HUH?" so after calling back office and everything to confirm, they really postpone le.. T.T then we were like rushed there for nothing! But once I knew this, I called up robin to check on their side and he told me their group is working at Dunman Sec today... DUNMAN SEC!! DUNMAN >.< I think only robin and angie know what I was thinking. But well robin asked me "does it matter?" and I can only reply with "er.. no =("

Then because robin's group short of photographer so daming has to drive uncle soh there. I was there awhile too.. =\ then after that we head for breakfast at bedok and then head home le..

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Xuejing going to Norway for school exchanging programmes. We gonna miss her lots! >.<

This morning woke up and get prepared to meet cy and ryhan to xj's farewell party at her house. Thanks Ryhan and cy for the ride there!! Her family ordered some buffet food for the party and uncle actually cooked chicken curry for us!

When reached there, we saw some other xj's friends were there already.. Then after that I heard they are xj's sister friends and to my surprise, I know one of them!! A long lost contact friend~ CHONG TAK.. lols!
Sorry for my messy hair!! LOL~ yeap he still look the same as before.. lols

We sat down to have some talks, gathering and photos there!! =D I did enjoy myself ^^
After the party, we supposed to go for ktv session.. but ended up cancelled =( sad case!!

Lastly, I would like to tell XueJing, we will mish you.. really T.T December faster come and you can come back find us le =( take care and hope u enjoy there!!

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