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Friday, April 30, 2010
Sunday, April 04, 2010
One more paper~!!!
Wheeee~ one more paper to go and I M FREE AGAIN(before my dreadful FYP year starts)~~
Last paper.. Next tuesday, the most not interesting paper, most boring, most boring lecturers, most useless subjects. =x Lucky I still got about 3 days to study~ My holiday plan start straight after my last paper! hehe! Iron Man 2!!
Photo taken during this period have not been updated yet.. Will do it when everything end! ^^
laters~
Last paper.. Next tuesday, the most not interesting paper, most boring, most boring lecturers, most useless subjects. =x Lucky I still got about 3 days to study~ My holiday plan start straight after my last paper! hehe! Iron Man 2!!
Photo taken during this period have not been updated yet.. Will do it when everything end! ^^
laters~
huggies & kisses~
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Yo I am back!
ok update now! =x no more complains please!! haha
Actually life doesnt seems as exciting as it should be.. thats my reason of not updating my blog ^^
The older you are the more you feel that life is meaningless.. ok.. not for everyone just for me.. you guys may be thinking "so many things to update about in the 1st half year, we have CNY, VDAY and blah blah blah" but well to me, all are just normal days~ The happiness you've got during these holidays would just pass when the clock strike 12! Then, its another boring day again~
Life in NTU even worse! All about lecture, tutorial, assignments, lab, projects, presentation, meetings, sickening lecturer~ (opps) and this semester we have FYP selection! sigh, Time table allocation already is a big headache now FYP also must go through this kind of system allocation... zzz~ and when I was going through the hundreds of topics, I felt so helpless T.T none of them I was interested in, none of them I'd like to give it a try or confident to do. How am I going to get my cert? And yes I was really unlucky! I couldn't get any of my choices so have to go for 2nd round selection. Luckily I still got my mentor! He is my god man! lols~ Thanks to him I feel better to do my FYP already although I not sure will I score for my FYP but ever since I had a chat with Mr Woo, I realised that Ellen changed so much! She used to just want a uni cert will do. She doesn't need a honour but now.. she dreaming for a third class honour. Although 3rd class might not be enough for some people but well... this is something that ellen couldn't get it =\ For now, same thing, I just want to pass and get out of NTU~
So many things to be stressed about lately, unhappy stuff don't say here ok? lol.. And all these making my temper real bad again zzz.. Always felt so bad when I giving mama attitude, so sorry but I don't want it too.. I really don't want to be like that.. I just feel irritated... irritated by my own life... nothing seems to be going right... and I couldn't tell or say to anyone.. 1stly, I am not good in expressing myself.. 2ndly, I am not good in speaking! no matter what language I am using, I don't know how to explain what I am going through now.. no one can understand and I have to keep it myself, don't force me, because I don't wish to be like that too.
Family side still the same. Mama has been going for doctor for her legs. Seems getting better but she still not in excellent condition though. And her consultation fee + medicine is VERY THE EXPENSIVE AH~ And I couldn't help at all, feel so useless. Seeing papa working hard to earn money for this family, seeing him sometimes leg pain too but instead of seeing doctor himself he spent the money on mama's leg, I sooooooo heart pain. I couldn't tell this to anyone because I know everyone is busy with their own family and personal life. So what if I tell someone? I still must try to solve it myself. thats life!
Few days ago was my bday, this year is the first time I don't feel any excitment! due to many reasons. I wanna thanks those who have wished me through msn, sms, call and facebook! and thanks the girls in school for the tiramisu cake! Thanks dardar spent so much time to organise a small BBQ for me in school, thanks for his 'surprise' tiramisu cake.. =) I enjoyed the food, fun, and cake! Thanks for xuejing and rb for coming down celebrate with me ^^ Thanks Jay and Zoe for the present ^^
Back to boring life. Exam coming in less than a month! Interim room life again! Next post should be after exam le.. may be about an upcoming wedding!! hehe!! my forever friend wedding! I really really feel so happy for you zL! really! =) I know you can get your happiness! Really hope to meet up with you girls soon to discuss what to do on that day!! Whee!
cheers!~
Actually life doesnt seems as exciting as it should be.. thats my reason of not updating my blog ^^
The older you are the more you feel that life is meaningless.. ok.. not for everyone just for me.. you guys may be thinking "so many things to update about in the 1st half year, we have CNY, VDAY and blah blah blah" but well to me, all are just normal days~ The happiness you've got during these holidays would just pass when the clock strike 12! Then, its another boring day again~
Life in NTU even worse! All about lecture, tutorial, assignments, lab, projects, presentation, meetings, sickening lecturer~ (opps) and this semester we have FYP selection! sigh, Time table allocation already is a big headache now FYP also must go through this kind of system allocation... zzz~ and when I was going through the hundreds of topics, I felt so helpless T.T none of them I was interested in, none of them I'd like to give it a try or confident to do. How am I going to get my cert? And yes I was really unlucky! I couldn't get any of my choices so have to go for 2nd round selection. Luckily I still got my mentor! He is my god man! lols~ Thanks to him I feel better to do my FYP already although I not sure will I score for my FYP but ever since I had a chat with Mr Woo, I realised that Ellen changed so much! She used to just want a uni cert will do. She doesn't need a honour but now.. she dreaming for a third class honour. Although 3rd class might not be enough for some people but well... this is something that ellen couldn't get it =\ For now, same thing, I just want to pass and get out of NTU~
So many things to be stressed about lately, unhappy stuff don't say here ok? lol.. And all these making my temper real bad again zzz.. Always felt so bad when I giving mama attitude, so sorry but I don't want it too.. I really don't want to be like that.. I just feel irritated... irritated by my own life... nothing seems to be going right... and I couldn't tell or say to anyone.. 1stly, I am not good in expressing myself.. 2ndly, I am not good in speaking! no matter what language I am using, I don't know how to explain what I am going through now.. no one can understand and I have to keep it myself, don't force me, because I don't wish to be like that too.
Family side still the same. Mama has been going for doctor for her legs. Seems getting better but she still not in excellent condition though. And her consultation fee + medicine is VERY THE EXPENSIVE AH~ And I couldn't help at all, feel so useless. Seeing papa working hard to earn money for this family, seeing him sometimes leg pain too but instead of seeing doctor himself he spent the money on mama's leg, I sooooooo heart pain. I couldn't tell this to anyone because I know everyone is busy with their own family and personal life. So what if I tell someone? I still must try to solve it myself. thats life!
Few days ago was my bday, this year is the first time I don't feel any excitment! due to many reasons. I wanna thanks those who have wished me through msn, sms, call and facebook! and thanks the girls in school for the tiramisu cake! Thanks dardar spent so much time to organise a small BBQ for me in school, thanks for his 'surprise' tiramisu cake.. =) I enjoyed the food, fun, and cake! Thanks for xuejing and rb for coming down celebrate with me ^^ Thanks Jay and Zoe for the present ^^
Back to boring life. Exam coming in less than a month! Interim room life again! Next post should be after exam le.. may be about an upcoming wedding!! hehe!! my forever friend wedding! I really really feel so happy for you zL! really! =) I know you can get your happiness! Really hope to meet up with you girls soon to discuss what to do on that day!! Whee!
cheers!~